Hawaii
Sufficiencythis wall that I put up is it strong enough? you want to pull me through with one single push. I seem to get so close, I'm finally feeling ready, but for some reason beyond me this feeling is not sufficient. sufficiency- am I sufficient? am I enough for you? or do I deserve to be the substitution? the one that you can always run back to? it's not a matter of love, or hate, trust, or faith, it's a matter of indifference, whether or not I'm worth your time and concern.Sufficiency
Letting Go Of What We Hadis he undeserving? is this fight even worthwhile? she wonders how their friendship could suddenly turn so vile.Letting Go Of What We Had
they tell her to forget him, her friends she consider best she just can't seem to comprehend how it became such a mess.
he skims through their memories, the ones over the past year, and ponders why her feelings were left unsaid, why she just had so much fear.
he whispers "i don't need her" as he slowly falls asleep. she lies awake in her bed, as she quietly starts to weep.
Belated RealizationLeft behind Pushed out of sight Out of her heart Out of her mindBelated Realization
Equal comparisons Of loving commitment She held your heart But did nothing with it
Except keeping it cold And filling it with lies How could you stand Looking into her eyes
You and me had a chance Or at least so I thought Memories of what should have been Is all I have got
It's what kept me here And that still stands true What will make you see? Tell me what I have to do?
You had your chance with me It's not my fault you
Close To Home (fs5)did you pass me in the chaos -lost and alone-Close To Home (fs5)
because i swear i felt our souls touch.
in the silence that followed our words were the loudest i had lived yours, and you, mine.
we grew together
-while still so apart-
we ran together- away from pain from reality from our emptiness
and on the way i swear i felt our souls
touch others.
in the grace that followed our hopes were the loudest hopes for strength &nb
Just You And The MirrorYour so much more Much more than I could be So I let my heart break in two And I let the pressure relieveJust You And The Mirror
Your never happy with whats given to you You want something else All your love is past due
A new coma to abandon Just like the past one you forget You question why my arms are sliced? Why my cheeks are always wet?
Look in the mirror
And you will find your answer Of all the regret you have put me through I no longer trust the words from your mouth Your reflections more honest than you
Access DeniedI put up a front Though I can't stand people that do that Mine is different though But I guess it always is when it's you I've built a wall Around myself No one can fully get in Except me I've tried to keep people out for so long Now when I want someone to come in They can't I push them away without knowing I shut off; shut down Begin pushing I'm so afraid of being hurt I've been hurt so much But what's worse Is that I am even more afraid to be aloneAccess Denied
you're a giant foam penis!
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[if you feel like dying you might want to sing.]
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[the squeaking
of our skin against the steel
has gotten worse.]
Carolyn
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[the squeaking
of our skin against the steel
has gotten worse.]
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[I'll be a Brand New Day
in a Life that You Hate.. ]
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[I'll be a Brand New Day
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Alex
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When enthusiasm is driven by confidence any goal can be attained
-Robert E. Regent
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